figure competition prep. my daily journal

{bicep curl}

I’m not over the fact that I eat ~2000 calories a day and I’m still losing weight (hopefully all fat)!

I’m wondering (macro and calorie wise) what my diet will look like in 6 to 8 weeks from now. When I’m ~10 to 12 weeks out.

I think the actual food I eat will be similar to what I’m eating now. I’ll just eat less of it and I’ll be cycling my carbs. 

So, I guess I’m not really wondering what my diet will look like. I’m more wondering how I will feel mentally and physically at 10 or 12 weeks out. Because, I hardly ever feel hungry now and when I get the right amount of sleep I have a ton of energy! 

I purposefully try to not feel hungry because I’m trying to grow muscle. I want to give my body food so it will use food instead of muscle to feed itself.

I’m sort of getting a tiny bit anxious about getting closer. But, I also want to build. So I want time to go slow and fast at the same time!